Onism

onism – n. the awareness of how little of the world you’ll experience

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Malaya

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adj.

  1. free
  2. independent
  3. not under anothers control, having liberty

v.

  1. to let go, to let loose
  2. to make free

n.

  1. leisure
  2. free time

It’s been quite a while since the last time I opened this blog. I have so many drafts lined up for publishing but I always chicken out at the last minute.

I thought to myself, will it be worth it? Will it be worth publishing my thoughts online? Will it be worth wasting random people’s time by reading my entries? Will it be worth putting myself out there, again?

I asked myself those questions far too many times a human is allowed to.

But this year, this year, it’s different.

Malaya. Independent. Free.

I would like to believe I am now free from heartaches, pains, and bruises of the past two years. Although I know there are rough roads ahead of me, but I’d like to believe I’ll get through it in better shape, in better form, in better mindset.

Hello, 2017. Nice to meet you.

X,

Fainah